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Note: This story contains a little creepiness for Halloween. It takes place after FIN, when Xena is still a ghost at Gabrielle’s side.
by Bill the Semi Bard, © Oct
29, 2001
Once again, it was time! The
roiling hunger would no longer be denied.
It was time to seek out, over power and feed.
From the small damp place where it had lain, the ravenous essence
flowed up and out to roam once more.
Swiftly through
the forest it sped, sensing here and there, eager for the warm, humid
scent of a victim.
THERE! At the extreme edge of
its perception, it sensed the waiting and compliant prey. Swiftly it flowed, hugging the ground
until it came to a copse of bushes beyond which showed the flickering
light of a campfire. Cautious now, not
wishing to frighten
the hunted into flight, it edged silently through the leaves until the
campsite was revealed. With hollow eyes
it studied the scene
before it, and edged out its perception to cover and take in every
nuance and wrinkle of the soon to be victims essence.
There was a single bedroll, upon which a young woman sat by the light
of the campfire. She was dressed in a
short green top,
short brown skirt and boots. A
brown horse quietly cropped grass nearby.
The small woman on the bedroll was beautiful;
with short blond hair and green eyes. She was scribing words with a
quill pen on a scroll of animal hide.
Her lip was turned up
at one corner with the tip of a pink tongue just showing as she
concentrated on what she was writing.
She was totally unaware
of the hunger that lurked beyond the circle of firelight.
She was perfect! Yes, she would
satiate the hunger nicely. Now, closer,
closer. Reach out. Taste the feelings. The rich
succulent thoughts that went round and round … ah! That one! Textured. Fully rendered. Thick with feelings and
recollections. Yes. It would do nicely…
Gabrielle, the bard of Poteidaia, scribbled hastily on the scroll. She wrote a line, then another. She crossed out a word, then
replaced it. Did that work?
Yes, it might. How about…
Her thoughts were shattered by a voice and clinking sounds. “Hey, Gabby! Whatcha doin’?”
With a soft moan she looked up to see the pale young man
approaching. He wore mismatched armor
pieces and a stupid
grin. “Joxer.” She grunted with annoyance. “Hi…”
The pasty-faced man squatted beside her. He took off a helmet that consisted of equal parts of metal,
basket weave and rust,
and ran a hand over his dark and disordered hair. “Hi!
Yer writin’, huh?”
“No. I’m sharpening my katana!”
She said tartly, then sighed.
“Look, can you be quiet? I’m
really trying to finish something
here…”
The man said, “Well, um, I had a question, an I really wanted an
answer, ya know?”
Gabrielle pressed a hand to her forehead, pushed her long reddish bangs
back then sighed again. “Okay,
okay. What is it?”
“Well, um,” the man’s pasty face became red. “Ya remember when we were swingin’ through the trees, you know,
when I
thought I was Addis the Apeman?”
“How could I forget?” Groaned
the bard. “Thanks so much for reminding
me.”
“Yer welcome,” he simpered, then looked at her intently. He said nothing, but just stared.
Gabrielle rolled her eyes. “And?” She prompted.
“And what?” He said blankly,
staring at her.
Silently the petite woman closed her eyes and counted to ten, first in
Greek, then again in Chin dialect for good measure.
She opened them again and said, “So we were swinging through the trees…?”
“We were? Oh, yeah, we
were! Anyway, you remember when I was
wearin’ yer pink nightie an we were making, you know,
Zug-zug?”
“JOXER!!” The young woman
gasped, turning beet red. “We were NOT
… we didn’t … we never…” Words seemed to
fail her and she choked. “What
the HECK do you want?”
The young man’s silly simper faded and he took her by the arms, staring
deep and intently into her wide green eyes.
His voice
deepened and filled out. “I
want YOU, Gabrielle. I want to pleasure
you and hear you groan as I give you orgasms beyond
counting. I love you! I NEED you!” He brought his open mouth down on the bard’s and his tongue roved
deep between her
lips as he laid her back...
With a bubbling scream, Gabrielle flew panting and naked out of her
bedroll. She dashed for the waterskin
and took a mouthful,
swirled it around and spat it out.
Hastily she dug into her camp supplies and pulled out a small bag and
tore it open. A strong
smell of mint swirled around her.
She shook some of the dried contents into her hand, popped them into her
mouth, and began
chewing vigorously.
“Gabrielle! What’s wrong?” The voice startled her into a spin around
with wild eyes. When she saw Xena’s
ghost shimmering
into view, she sank to her knees, still chewing the mint leaves.
“Xena! By the gods, am I glad
you’re here.” The bard spat out the
leaves took another swig of water, rinsed and gargled.
Then did so again. Taking a
deep breath, the small naked woman staggered back to her bedroll and collapsed
onto it gratefully
as her ghostly friend slowly became fully solid. Shivering a bit, Gabrielle pulled the
blanket over her shoulders.
The warrior ghost approached her friend and squatted next to her with a
sympathetic smile. “Didja have a bad
dream, honey?”
“A NIGHTMARE, is more like it!”
Gabrielle shuddered all over violently.
“I dreamed that Joxer and I were … were …
Eewwwww!”
“You and Joxer?” The warrior
ghost grinned. “Eww is right. I guess that WOULD be a nightmare, huh?”
“No SHIT,” the bard grumbled.
“Look, stupid as he was, I loved Joxer like a brother. But to wanna make love with him?
No way!”
“Well, dreams can’t hurt you…” the warrior ghost said with
reassurance. She moved behind her small
friend and began
massaging her tense shoulders.
“Wow. You are tight. Musta been a bad one. Vivid was it?”
“Vivid!! You bet yer sweet…”
the bard choked and breathed deep to calm herself and leaned into the ghosts
comforting
hands. When she was more
relaxed, she went on. “It was so REAL,
Xena. It’s like he really was
there. Kissing me with
his tongue, touching … ikk.”
“Well, its been a long ride from where we left the ship from Japa,” the
warrior ghost said. “All this cross
country travel is
kinda stressful at times. Maybe
we shouldn’t have tried to cut through Annatolia to get back to Greece. Maybe we shoulda
gone straight for the Land of the Pharaohs.”
“Yeah, but remember we wanted to get back to Greece to pick up Argo’s
daughter first,” Gabrielle argued.
“Sure, I know. It’s just made
the trip longer is all,” said the warrior.
“It means nothing to me. I don’t
get tired since I’m a
ghost. It makes it hard on you,
is all. There, is that better? You feel
less tense now.”
The blond blinked sleepily.
“Yeah, you’ve relaxed me pretty well.”
She yawned widely. “Course I
felt pretty tired anyway…”
Xena grinned. “I guess so. You oughta get some more rest, there’s still
lots of time before daylight.”
“Thanks, sweetheart,” The bard smiled, kissing the solid ghost gently
before snuggling down into her blankets once more.
“I’m sure I’ll sleep well now.”
“I’ll be here guarding you, my dear one, never fear.”
“I won’t…” Gabrielle yawned again.
She closed her eyes and pulled the blanket snug around her
shoulders. “Thanks, honey…”
“No charge,” smiled the ghost tenderly as she faded out of sight. “Good night.”
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A mistake had been made. The
wrong subject picked and the prey had fled.
Now the hunger was growing. Only
a taste had
been obtained, but it was sweet and succulent. Soon she would return and the feeding could
begin again. Still many hours
before the hateful light returned.
Patience; be calm; soon enough will come satiation. The prey was tired; she could not flee
forever… AH! There she
was! In a softly lit room in which she
waited, sitting on a bed with flowers in her hair.
Sending out the feelers of its essence, the hunger probed
cautiously. A deep textured thought of
a time fraught with meaning
and emotion. Yessss. Perfect!
This would do nicely. The draining could begin anew. Slowly the stalking began…
Gabrielle sighed as she sat on the bed in her brown peasant skirt, blue
long-sleeved blouse and boots. She
smelled the bouquet
of flowers that Xena had given her.
This should have been you I am waiting for instead of him, sweetheart,
but I’ve made my
bed. She grimaced. Now it’s time to lie in it.
Her thoughts went spinning around.
He’s a good man; I’ll love him and bear our children, because that’s
what a woman is
supposed to do. I couldn’t
wander on the trail with you, forever… oh, but I would have. I wanted to! If you had said one
word, given me one look when I told you I was gonna marry him. But you didn’t. Oh, Xena, my love, I would have married
YOU in a heartbeat. But …
children? I wanted them, but how could
we have them? She sighed as the door to
the warm
candle lit room opened and Perdicus came in, with a silly grin
plastered on his face.
He was dressed in white and staggered slightly as he came slowly to her
side and knelt before her. Gabrielle
could smell the
strong drink on his breath.
Great; he’s been out with the boys.
Hope he can perform … or do I?
Yes I do! How am I gonna
get a baby if he doesn’t?
“G-Gabrielle. Honey…” he
grinned stupidly as he stood up and fumbled with the ties of his trousers. “I got somethin’ for
youuuu…”
The bard was dismayed. Is this
his idea of foreplay? She remembered
the old joke Xena had told her once about the old
man whose foreplay with his wife was three words. “Honey, BRACE yerself!” She had laughed at the time; now it didn’t
seem so funny.
She remembered how Xena had always been so sweet and had taken so long
kissing and caressing her. Stoking the
want
and need higher and higher till she thought she was flying with
angels. Easy ‘Brielle, maybe he’ll be
gentle. This is your
wedding night. He’s been a
soldier, used to finding his pleasure the god’s only know where. Don’t expect instant
miracles.
Surely he’s trainable.
Perdicus was now standing with no pants on, his manhood waving and
erect before her. Oh Geeze, that’s
nice, Gabrielle
thought, disgusted. A red,
five-inch long bell pepper; what a turn-on.
NOT! She attempted a loving
smile, but knew it was
a parody of her normal smile of affection. Then she realized she needn’t have bothered. He didn’t even notice as he pulled
his shirt off and was naked before her as his grin turned lecherous.
Her husband of four hours took her hands and pulled her up beside
him. He began kissing her roughly,
probing with his tongue
and the wine and ale on his breath was enough to sicken her. As she was trying to cope with this
invasion, she suddenly felt
cool air between her legs as he hiked her brown skirt up.
“Wait,” she said in a muffled voice past his crushing lips. She pushed against him and he staggered
back. “I said, WAIT!”
Drunkenly, Perdicus stood there swaying. He looked belligerent.
“Whattaya mean, wait? Get’cher
clothes off. Lets GO!”
Gamely trying to be reasonable, Gabrielle pleaded, “Honey, let’s take a
little time…”
He said a foul word and continued, “…take a l’il time! The guys said you’d be a prude. L’il girl from the village! Whaddye
I expect?” As she stared at him
in disbelief and hurt, he softened his tone a bit as he wheedled, “Aw, com’on Gabby-baby,
once you get into it, you’ll love it!”
Her lip trembled. “Y-You’re drunk, Perdicus. Our f-first time
shouldn’t be this way…”
“Drunk my ass,” he shouted. “I
never had any trouble when I was drunk before!
Yer my wife, now, so com’mere!”
He
grabbed her and threw her onto the bed and leaped onto her. The pain of his landing almost knocked the
wind out of her.
Without even thinking about it, Gabrielle brought her knee up hard
between his legs, and rolled him off onto the floor as he
screamed in torment. Then she
pulled him by the hair scrabbling drunken across the floor and kicked him out
the door.
She threw his pants after him.
“Stay out until you can act like a human being,” she shouted. She slammed and bolted the door, then put
her back against it.
After a moment she heard him beating on it and held her back against
the vibrating surface. Finally the
thumping stopped
and she dared hope he had left.
Then raw with fury, his muffled voice shouted. “Gabrielle! Lemme in!
This
is my house! We’re MARRIED, dammit!”
“I don’t care if we are married!
Don’t you DARE come back until you’re sober, you pig!” Gabrielle screamed back through
the door.
“I’ll come back any way I damn well please! If you won’t lemme in, I know plenny other women who will!” There was silence
for a moment.
“Gabrielllle…?” His voice was
wheedling.
“Go away,” she sobbed. “Just go
away!” Tensely she listened to his
muffled curse as his footsteps staggered off.
When it was
clear he was gone, the petite woman slid down the door to the floor,
sobbing as if her heart was broken.
“Xena, oh, Xena…”
she moaned as the tears flooded down her cheeks and got all over her
yellow top from India. “What have I
done to us; to
you…”
Someone was shaking her.
“Gabrielle. Honey.
Sweetheart. Wake up.”
“What have I done,” the naked bard sobbed, tears running from her
closed eyes. “Oh, Xena, what have I
done…”
“Come on, Gabrielle. Wake
up. Come on, you’re having a
nightmare. Wake up…”
“X-Xena?” The blond’s wet green
eyes flew open. She found her friend
shaking her gently; there was a concerned look on
her face. The bard
swallowed. “By the gods… it-it was a
d-dream?”
“Yeah,” the solid ghost said grimly.
She hugged her tight. “Musta
been an intense one. I’ve been trying
to get you to wake up
for several minutes. Are you
all right?” Her hands stroked
Gabrielle’s back with soothing motions.
“Y-Yeah, I guess so…” The blond murmured into her soulmates leather
clad chest. “Damn it was so … so REAL. Taste,
smells, touch, pain.”
Xena’s hands stopped for a moment, then continued moving. “Describe the
dream,” she suggested.
Gabrielle hesitated, then began.
“Well, in the dream I-I was just married, you know, to Perdicus?”
The warrior ghost felt a twinge inside, brought on by a painful memory
of the time when she thought she had lost her soulmate
forever, but she kept her expression bland. Her voice was kindly.
“Sure, I remember. Go on…”
The petite blond pulled the blanket over her shoulders, then went
through the whole dream sequence as she remembered it,
and found herself bewildered at how much she could recall. She told the entire dream with great detail,
finally coming to the
end where she was sobbing at the door.
“But Xena, it wasn’t like that with him … Perdicus was really sweet that
night.
Not like in this … this nightmare … but it was so REAL, every detail
was there, even though some of them were wrong, like
at first I was wearing my blue blouse and brown dress, but later I had
on my yellow sari top from India. I
could even feel the
coarseness of the material against me.
Like in the dream about Joxer…” she yawned widely, blinked and then
continued.
“Sorry, I really feel tired ... where was I? Oh yeah, I was wearing my old green top and brown skirt, but I
talked about the
katana I got in Japa. It was
strange.”
“Hmmm.” The warrior ghost
looked uneasy. She gazed around the
circle of light thrown by the campfire, and then back at
her friend.
“What is it, Xena?” The small
woman stared at her friend. “It WAS
just a dream, right?”
“I don’t know, Gabrielle.” The
ghost looked serious. “Have you heard
stories of Incubi?”
The bard nodded, blushing slightly.
“Incubi and succubi. They are
supposed to be intangible spirits that come to men or
women in the night and, um, make love to them. Their victims are said to awaken in the
morning, more tired than they
went to sleep, but, ahem, satisfied.”
Her expression was worried.
“D-Do you think that’s what this is…”
“No,” the ghost shook her head.
“If that’s what it was, being the way I am, I think I’d be able to see
it. This may be
something similar, though. Some
creature that invades the dreams of it’s victim’s and drains their energy or
emotions.”
Gabrielle yawned again. “Well,
that’s no problem. I’ll just stay awake
then…” As she spoke, her eyes closed and her
head nodded forward. She caught
herself and blinked rapidly. “S-Sorry …
I c-can hardly keep my eyes open.”
Xena spoke worriedly. “I don’t
think you are gonna be ABLE to stay awake, honey. I think this thing has drained your
strength enough already that yer falling asleep whether you want to or
not.”
“C-Can’t you wake me up?” The
bard yawned.
The warrior ghost bit her lip.
“I don’t think I’m gonna be ABLE to wake you up. This time was hard enough…”
“Wh-What can I … do?” The bard
blinked rapidly and then shook her head back and forth vigorously.
“Gabrielle, I have only one suggestion,” the ghost said. “When you are in the dream, defend
yourself. Fight back! It’s a
dream. Your dream! Make it work for YOU!””
She looked at her friend. The
bard’s head was down and her eyes were closed.
“Gabrielle? Didja hear me?”
Desperately the ghost shook her friend. “Gabrielle! Wake
UP!” The bard merely blinked a little
and muttered in her sleep.
Tenderly the ghost held her sleeping friend to her. “I’ll be right here,” she whispered. “I’ll do whatever I can, but this is
YOUR fight, Gabrielle. You’re
tough and strong and smart and I have faith in you. Now WIN the battle and come back
to me!”
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The prey was stronger of will than could have been imagined, but that
would only serve to make the victory sweeter.
More than a taste of her essence had been obtained this time and soon
she would have to rest. When she did,
the feeding
could commence anew. Still
enough time remained before dawn to drain her completely. Excitement of the hunt filled all
of its being. Patience …
patience.
YES! There she was. Ohhhh, this WAS perfect. There was no way that the prey could slip
this noose. Not this time.
This time she would go down and stay down, never to arise again and the
hunger would be gone for many nights until the
next feeding time approached.
Now, let the hunt be ended.
Dressed in her green top and brown skirt, Gabrielle was holding hands
in the circle of chanting worshipers around the altar.
The stone walls of the temple echoed with their glad cries and melodic
voices. She felt calm, relaxed and
happy. Excited
even. Eagerly she awaited to
see what wonder would appear. She felt
a squeeze of her hand, and glanced happily up at
Khrafstar. The high priest of
the one god smiled down at her and she smiled back shyly, blushing faintly.
They looked back at Meridian at the altar as she chanted and then
Khrafstar whispered in puzzled tones, “They’ve changed
the ritual quite a lot…”
Before Gabrielle could react, suddenly everything seemed to go
crazy. Meridian produced an ugly curved
knife, and the
other no longer smiling priests seized her and Khrafstar. The melodic chanting took on an ugly tone as
they threw the high
priest onto the altar and the priestess prepared to sacrifice him in
the name of something called Dahak.
“Dahak is not the one god!” He
screamed as they tied him down.
“Gabrielle!!”
Somehow the bard broke loose from the men holding her and knocked
Meridian away. She seized the
sacrificial dagger
and began to cut the ropes on Khrafstar’s wrists. Then the still bound priest screamed a
warning and the petite blond spun
around to see Meridian raising a sword to strike her. There was only one thing to do and the bard
did it. Before she could
even think, Gabrielle had driven the dagger into the priestesses’
abdomen.
With a smile of victory, Meridian collapsed dying across the altar, her
blood running over the stone. Now
Khrafstar arose
as the bard stared in horror at the bloody dagger in her hand. “Thank
you, Gabrielle, for the loss of your innocence in bringing
Dahak into the world,” he chuckled as she began to scream and sob
wildly in guilt and loss.
Now somehow the altar stone exploded and Gabrielle rolled on the floor
as sheets of fire licked out from the hole where it
had stood. A flaming hand,
which somehow felt cold, grabbed her ankle and began to drag her towards the
remains of the
altar while Khrafstar laughed.
“Now you and Dahak will consummate your loss of innocence and you will
bear his seed, which shall spring forth as his
daughter to bring ruin when she opens the gate for him to enter our
world!”
“No! Noooooo!” She sobbed, clawing at the ground as she
tried to prevent the merciless flaming hand from dragging her
towards the fiery hole.
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Holding her friend, Xena listened helplessly as her soulmate moaned and
stirred restlessly in her sleep. She
had felt the
onslaught of the nightmare when it had begun, and from the bards gasps
and murmurs, she knew what it was her friend
was dreaming about. Britannia! The killing of Meridian. Khrafstar’s betrayal. The coming of Dahak! Damn it!
She hasn’t had that dream in years.
Whatever this creature is, it knows what one of the worst times of
Gabrielle’s life
was, and has immersed her in it, to feed on her suffering. Only this time I’m not there to save her
from falling into the
fire pit at the last minute.
Xena knew that for the bard, this was the nightmare to end all
nightmares. The time of the loss of her
blood innocence and
where her evil daughter Hope had been conceived. She felt the small woman’s skin getting cool
against her and her struggles
were growing more and more feeble.
Desperately, Xena shook her as the bard muttered in her arms and tears
ran down her face from her closed eyes.
“Wake up, Gabrielle! Wake
UP!” The solid ghost’s face was like
stone as she held her trembling friend.
“Please,
Gabrielle! PLEASE! Fight it, honey! FIGHT IT!”
“Dahak!” The sleeping bard
moaned, tears running down her cheeks.
“No, no, noooo! I killed Meridian,
and now I’ve
lost myself!”
“Gabrielle!” Back and forth,
Xena viciously slapped her friend’s tear-filled face. “It’s YOUR dream, Gabrielle!
YOURS! You can wake UP!”
At the slaps, the petite woman blinked suddenly. “X-Xena…?” She muttered eyes still
closed. “Whazzamatter…”
The ghost screamed into her soulmate’s face. “GABRIELLE! This is the
last chance! You are not the little
innocent
bard anymore! You are a
warrior! Fight back! Cause whatever you need to use, to appear
and FIGHT back!”
Her friend’s eyes remained closed and her muttering grew weaker as the
desperate warrior shook and yelled at her hopelessly.
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Gabrielle screamed as she was being pulled towards the flaming altar
and Khrafstar, who had somehow become a demon,
laughed at her plight. Suddenly
she seemed to hear faint words echoing down from somewhere far above her. The words
seemed to cut across all the other noises. From Khrafstar’s laughing, to her own screams. Even across the roaring hiss of
Dahak’s fiery voice from the altar pit.
“Gabrielle … you are not a little innocent any more. You are a warrior … whatever you need to use
… fight … back!”
“Whatever I need to use?” The
words puzzled the bard and suddenly everything seemed to jerk to a stop. She saw Khrafstar
seemingly suspended in time with his mouth open in a laugh. She looked back at the altar pit and the
flames seemed like a
frozen explosion of red/orange water.
It was all too strange.
I’m a ... warrior? She thought in confusion. No, I’m just a little bard.
Xena is the warrior half of this team, isn’t she? She
looked down at her stretched out body, dressed in the old green top,
brown skirt and boots. This isn’t what
I wear now,
is it? Or is it? Where’s my staff?
Wait a minute. I-I threw it
into the river in India. It was all
burned and I was following the path of peace and didn’t want it
any more. So I should be
wearing the yellow sari, right? She
looked down and saw that she was wearing the yellow outfit,
complete with orange chola and mehendi art on her hands. No, wait.
I lost this stuff when we went to our crucifixions,
didn’t I? Oh, okay, so I must
be wearing the brown leather and have my sai’s. As she watched, she was obligingly dressed
in the braided brown leather top and skirt. Now that’s pretty neat!
In spite of herself, she giggled.
Automatic wardrobe
switching! A gal could get used
to this. Hmm, that’s not right either,
though. Don’t I wear the red top and
bottom now?
Hey, there ya go! Now dressed
in the red outfit, she stood up and effortlessly pulled her leg from the frozen
fiery hand at
the altar. She looked at the
open mouthed Khrafstar standing like a statue and grimaced.
“I always wished I could have been the one to kick your butt instead of
Xena doing it,” she growled. “You were
the cause of
that whole damn Britannia thing to begin with, along with Meridian and
Dahak and ultimately, with my poor Hope.
By the
gods, I’d LOVE to be able to slap you upside the head with my katana.”
Suddenly she was dressed in the coat, blue pants and boots from Japa
and the katana was in her hand. At her
side hung the
deadly gleaming shape of the chakram.
Oh, yeah! She grinned feeling
her nose crinkle, and swung the curved sword around
effortlessly. That WOULD be a
kick! Now if only you could move, she
thought looking at the demon. As if in
answer to a
wish, Khrafstar suddenly blinked and twitched a clawed hand with a
large sword in it.
Gabrielle’s expression was wolfish as she poised herself with the
katana. “Ready when you are, you
bastard!” With a scream
of rage, the demon suddenly unfroze and leapt forward swinging the
sword. The warrior bard sidestepped
with ease and
brought the katana down across his neck as his swing took him past her
and his blood spurting body spilled to the floor as his
head rolled away into a corner.
The bard felt an immense satisfaction that seemed to fill a space that
had been empty for so long that she had forgotten it was
there. Oh, by the gods! That was GOOD, she grinned. Now, for Dahak! She spun to the fiery altar, but it wasn’t there.
Instead, the temple and altar were gone and a wispy, half-seen humanoid
form with glowing red eyes hovered there with
gloom behind it.
Gabrielle gazed at the half-seen figure. “So, I’m guessing you’re the Incubi,” she said at last. “Not much to you for such a
scary critter, is there?”
A raspy voice that reminded her of insects wings rubbing together came
from the form. “Incubi … succubi … I am
neither.
I am … what I am.”
“Uh, huh. That’s
profound.” The bard grunted. “If I’m supposed to be scared, yer missing
the mark.”
The form wavered, and suddenly a pasty-faced young man in mismatched
rusty armor stood there, wearing a vacuous grin.
“Hey, Gabby,” he simpered.
“Now, looking like Joxer?
THAT,” Gabrielle said wryly, “is scary all right.”
The form wavered again, and Julius Caesar stood there. “You will feed me, for you are the prey to
be hunted and eaten,
nothing more.”
“I don’t THINK so,” the bard’s voice was grim. “But you can come over here and I’ll feed
you THIS.” She hefted the
katana.
Caesar waved a hand and ten men in the helmets and armor of Roman
soldiers suddenly appeared. “Take her
and bring
her to me,” he commanded imperiously.
With a roar the men charged her with swords swinging, and Gabrielle was
suddenly in the middle of a fight for her life.
She darted here and there among them, the katana licking out. She gutted a man, beheaded another,
exchanged sword
clashes with yet another. She
leaped in the air into a split kick, her booted feet smashing two men backward
into others.
She killed two more, but took a sword blow in the side that knocked her
staggering with the grating torment.
Two men
attacked her and she grimly slashed the bloody katana across one man’s
throat and down into the others groin.
All the men were down, either dead or wounded and breathing hard, the
petite woman felt her side. The hand
came back
bloody and she hissed at the pain.
“Come on,” she gasped. “Fight me yourself, coward!”
Caesar laughed. “I only hunt. I
never fight for my food, you fool. I
always get others for that task!” He
waved a hand and
ten more Roman soldiers appeared with swords raised. But before the emperor could order them to
charge, Gabrielle
snatched the chakram and hurled it at the man in the middle. Panicked, he blocked the blow with his
sword. When the
chakram struck his sword blade, it smashed the weapon back into his own
face and he fell with a scream. Further,
as it
struck the chakram split into its two sections and each section whined
off to slice across the throats of each of the other
men before both bounced off some other surface and sped back to the
bard. Meeting above her head, they
joined again
and she snatched the whole chakram out of the air.
Caesar covered a yawn with his hand.
“Oh, well. There’s always more
where those came from.” He waved his
hand and
yet another ten Roman soldiers appeared. “You’ll get tired eventually,” he smirked. “And then I’ll feast.” The ten soldiers
looked at him for orders.
“Bring her to me,” he commanded.
As she wearily crouched to face their charge, Gabrielle felt the wound
grinding in her side and hope began to leave her.
He’s right. No matter how many
I kill, he’ll just bring more. I can’t
win! “Gods, what a nightmare!” She said
hopelessly.
Then the bard stopped as what she had just said crashed into her
mind. Wait a minute! NIGHTMARE?
This IS a nightmare!
MY nightmare!
The first Roman had reached her and was starting his sword in a
downward swing, when the bard straightened up, her face
serene. “No.” She said quietly. “This is MY dream. And
you are NOT in it. None of you are.”
The charging men were gone without a sound or gesture. And the bodies on the ground were gone as
well.
“I am not hurt. This is only a
dream,” she said looking at her side.
The wound and pain faded away as if they had never been
and even the blood was gone from her clothing. Gabrielle smiled grimly as she looked at Caesar,
who was now staring at her.
“You, however, are another
matter. You do exist somewhere, but
you’ve made a mistake this time. This
is MY dream-space
you are in … and I didn’t invite you.”
Caesar’s face was suddenly filled with panic, and he turned as if to
run.
“Stop.” Gabrielle whispered and
chains suddenly held down the emperor.
He struggled and tried to move, but the chains
held him securely. “Whatever
you are, you have no power to hurt me or feed off of me unless I give it to
you, do you?”
She said wonderingly.
The emperor was suddenly her sister, weighed down by chains. “Gab. Please.
It’s me; Lila.” She sobbed. “Let me go.
I-I’ll even give back your doll.”
“You know about that doll I gave Lila when we were lost in the
snow?” Gabrielle was shocked. “By the gods. You know
everything about me, don’t you?”
“I know you are good and kind,” her sister cried. “You were the best
big sister ever and I never had enough time with you
after you left with Xena. Now
I’m almost fifty years old, I lost mom and dad and my husband and
daughter. I don’t have
much time left; please free me
so we can spend it together.”
“NO! Y-You’re not Lila!” The bard felt the color drain from her
face. “Stop trying to trick me!”
Xena’s daughter Eve pleaded with her from the tangle of chains. “Gabrielle, I’m not trying to trick
you. I can be anyone
you want. Please let me go, I
need to spread Eli’s word. Y-You helped
raise me. If you will only let me go, I
promise
I won’t ever bother you or mom again.”
The bard’s face went grim and her voice was harsh. “Even if you keep that promise. What of the others you will torment
and maybe even kill when you feed?”
“B-But I must eat,” Eli stood there in chains. “Even YOU eat! Remember my path of Love, Gabrielle? You stopped
following it, but I forgive you.
Now’s your chance to begin again.
Forgive me and release me.
PLEASE.”
Numbly Gabrielle shook her head.
“No. You must never be allowed
to hunt again. You didn’t need to come
back to me
and try to drain me dry, but you did.
You cannot be trusted.”
“Wh-What will you do to me?” He
whispered.
A small wooden box shimmered into view between them. The lid opened. “I will imprison you,” the bard said grimly.
“That’s the only way I can be sure you won’t hunt again.”
A small woman in a green top and short brown skirt and boots stood in
the chains. Her eyes were emerald green
and her
hair was long and golden blond.
Tears ran down her cheeks. “It
won’t matter if you imprison me, mother.
Someday when
you die, I’ll be free anyway … but I will suffer all that time. My own hunger will devour me alive. I loved you, mommy,
even though you killed me three times.
I know you love me. Please don’t
do that to your own daughter.”
“H-Hope…” Gabrielle’s voice trembled.
Then she shook herself.
“No. Whatever you are, you are
not my daughter.
I cannot answer for what will happen beyond my life, but I can make
sure you don’t harm any more people while I am alive.”
“Oh, Gabrielle,” blue eyes full of tears stared at her from the chains,
and Xena sobbed, “It was a mistake,
honey. I’ll never
do it again. With your help, I
can change. You KNOW I can! I’m not evil any more! Please, please, my DEAR one.
Don’t do this…”
The words from the thing who looked like her lover hammered her and the
bard swallowed. “I’d rather have YOU on
my
conscience, than all the others you will hurt if I let you go.” She made a closed hand gesture and Xena
began to shrink and
was rapidly pulled toward the box.
Xena sobbed and struggled as she grew smaller and smaller and was
pulled inside of it. “No, no, noooo. I
love you!
Please, Gabrielle, PLEASSSSEEEE!
I … love … youuuu…” The box closed and then vanished like smoke and she
was gone.
Gabrielle awoke in her bedroll by the campfire, sobbing violently in
Xena’s arms.
“Oh, my dear one! You made
it! You’re back!” The solid warrior ghost kissed her cheeks
and face and dripped her
own tears on her soulmate.
Gabrielle stared at her friend for a long moment, then pushed herself
tightly against her.
They hugged for long moments, just sobbing in joy together. Finally, Gabrielle sat up and looked
around. Dawn was
beginning to show faintly through the trees and the morning chorus of
birds was in full voice. The night was
ending and
it looked to be the beginning of a beautiful day.
The bard cleared her throat.
“It’s been a long night,”
“One of the longest,” the ghost agreed. Then she spoke softly.
“I-I was afraid I’d lost you, sweetheart.” She looked down.
“Gods, I wish I coulda been more help.
I felt so … so useless.”
“You weren’t useless,” Gabrielle assured her. “It was you that brought me back with your words,
sweetheart.” Her
eyes shone with love. “Your
words finally showed me how to save myself.”
Xena smiled. “So, what
happened? What did you do to the
whatchacallit? How did you win?”
Gabrielle stood up naked on the bedroll and reached for her red top,
sniffed it and pulled it on.
“Phewww! Gonna have
to wash this soon. Well, to
begin with, I learned I still have a LOT of life’s leftover baggage piled
around inside me.
Regrets and sorrows throughout my life that I still haven’t dealt
with,” she shook her head. “And someday
I’m gonna
have to.” She pulled on her
skirt and stepped into her boots. “But
with you at my side, sweetheart, I honestly think I
have a fighting chance.”
“Thanks, honey,” the warrior ghost said warmly. “You know I’ll always
be here. So, what did you do to the
whatchacallit?”
“Ya know, I’m starving,” the bard grinned as she gathered up the bedroll
and her weapons and kicked apart the coals of the
fire. “D’ya think there’s a
village nearby where we could get breakfast?
I swear I’m as hungry as a pregnant she-wolf!”
“Probably,” Xena said as she followed the bard to the brown horse and
watched her saddle it and swing aboard.
“But what
didja do to th…”
Gabrielle clicked her tongue at the horse and it started off at a
walk. “D’ya think they’ll have spinach
cheese pie? It’s been
so long since I tasted that.
All this foreign food; I get kinda tired of it, ya know?”
Xena went into Partial Fade and floated along, following the horse as
they passed out of view into some trees.
“Yeah?
You should try bein’ like me. I
can’t even eat! Think YOU miss the
taste of food?”
The clearing was empty, but the voices of the two friends floated
back. “Oh, sorry, Xena. I forgot.”
“S’all right, doesn’t matter.
But tell me, what didja do to th…”
“Just look at that sunrise, Xena.
Oh, what a beautiful morning, don’t you think?”
“Gabrielllle!”
Somewhere in other small damp spaces that reeked of gloom, other
hunters returned satiated from the chase, to sleep
until the pangs of hunger aroused them once more. When that time came, the hunt to feed would
begin anew. But for
now, the hunters would rest and the dreams of the unsuspecting prey
would be peaceful and undisturbed … until the
chase began again...